Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Where am I?

So I'm confused.
I live in Napa.
I went to school in San Luis Obispo...
I lived in Santa Barbara...
I also lived in Redding...

Now I don't really want to be affiliated with the hella harcore Norcal™ thing, but I have always grown up thinking I lived in Northern California.

Reasoning:
Santa Barbara--->south was Southern California or Socal™
San Luis Obispo--->Monterey was Central California
SF--->north was Northern California

Stevo and several other folks from the far north have stated the Bay Area is not Northern California, which leaves me a bit confused as to where I live and what set I can claim. Any help would be greatly appreciated, as I want to make sure I buy the right olde english typeface window sticker for my car/truck.

For now, I will live in Limbo. Smiling.

Smile more


Thanks Andrew for the candid pic from the Appetite Seminar ride Thanksgiving day on Tam. In the face of all that is currently going on in my personal life, it is a pleasure to see myself truly smile! 

Actually works really well in to a book I am reading right now, "Peace Is Every Step". The act of smiling is actually beneficial to your health and well-being—I am doing it more everyday.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Help my brother win

I am trying to help my brother win this contest, grab this thing and post to your blog!

Thanks-

Monday, December 10, 2007

And I quote...

Reading a ton lately, I'm on a long, very challenging voyage inward...it's amazing how little I really know myself...

Along the way, I've been picking up some great quotes that really appeal to my sense and soul.

Today's quote comes from Jean-Paul Sarte:

"At the moment of commitment, 
the Universe will conspire to assist you."

The statement seems so simple, but as I have come to understand and apply it to myself, the Universal force is only at my disposal upon my commitment to real, hard work at examining my life and getting to my true self...

It's inspiring, daunting and the voyage I am on finally at age 35...

Monday, December 03, 2007

Bombin' Alston...

Video courtesy of David...see images and read about our trip on his blog

Jake's on fire in Alston!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Inspirational



Thanks Steve Tam for the link, very well received here.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Realizations

"Invictus"
William Earnest Henley

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud,
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Appetite Seminar, Annadel Rides+ Thanks

Thanksgiving day found me in Fairfax after being coaxed there by Andrew and Curtis. Not wanting to be totally dropped and alone on the ride, I in turn coaxed my wingman Peter to join us on the annual Thanksgiving day ride around Pine Mountain and Repack.

I am so very glad I finally did the ride.

Stuffed to the gills with Clif product (Thanks Clif Bar, you guys really know how to promote and support), I pushed start on the Garmin and rolled out with the crew.

The ride was incredible, the climbs were busters, especially when you can see them from far away. The downhills were hella™ fast. I can not believe those original folks doing Repack on coaster brakes and jeans!

Overall a great social ride that I'll be doing again next year and thereafter.

Sunday, Grady headed up to do a nice and easy spin in Annadel. He was trying out his sweet Fat Chance Team Yo Eddy!-fully rigid. I was going squishy style on the Intense. The Fat Chance was sweet! 7speed XT Thumbies, Ringle Skewers, Ibis Ti stem, Ti bars, all the stuff I drooled over in the early 90's.

We took it really easy, the ride was more about catching up and advice than heart rate training and I loved it. Our trail riding went out of my usual loop and included Ridge, S. Burma, 2 Quarry and of course Lawndale descent. Annadel is an awesome park with terrain that reminds me of so many places I've been; Whiskeytown/French Gulch, Pisgah/Tsali, Downieville, Tahoe--all in one ride.

You can see all of my slowness and routes on my motionbased page, just search under "babageik".


Most Importantly—Thanks a million to Grady, David and Erin for listening to me over the past week, I am going to make a more concerted effort to share more with the people I consider friends and open up about me. It really means a lot to me that I can share my feelings both good and bad with you all, please know you can do the same...


Jake looking cool at 7:15Am in 30+ Degree weather. I can't wait to take him on rides like this!




BoFax Road portion and a sampling of the riders...




Big rest break before sweet downhill...



Appetite Seminar Panarama One: The climbs were obvious and long...




Appetite Seminar Panarama Two: Here's a WIP photoshop of a panarama I shot at the big rest stop , I'll finish sky cleaning and stitching later, but wanted to share NOW.





Grady's Fat Chance Yo Eddy! In all of it's day-glo glory



Sharp negotiates a tree superbly.



My hella™ hardcore Tamshot®





Consume

In an amongst the Thanksgiving holiday madness, triumphs and turmoil, I was able to do my American duty and consume beyond my current means...I jumped on a promise I had been making all year and bought a new iMac.

Justification? Of course.
1. I need it for design work here at home
2. I need to have a write-off given the amount of freelance I have done in 2007
3. My Powerbook G4 is nearing 4 years old and is hard to work off of (screen and speed)
4. Leopard is out and running more stable than launch (or so they say)
5. At least I didn't pony up for the 24" version, so I "saved" money

Time to make this thing pay for itself.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

One Day at a Time

...pretty much the hardest thing I have ever undertaken in my life.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

News

Quick:

I have finished my first animated web banners for a client, TRP brakes, here's the first example:

Sorry, you have to click on this to see the animation...

Fun to learn and do, planning timing and easy message for sweet carbon brakes.

Did two rides with my Garmin this weekend, really cool. Despite MotionBase not being 100% Mac friendly (I had to DL Safari 2.0 to get it to upload, oh well)--I got my rides up there. Now the world can see my slowness. I figure it will be good inspiration to ride a little more and work on my donut shape. I'm also really excited to load other courses onto the unit and try out of area rides.


Screen cap of my MB work


This one is for you Steve, the "retro" Visenka kit with me stuffed into it! Sorry for the closed eyes, I was too cold to stay around to re-shoot!

Jake and I spent two days hiking around Redwood Rd looking for Sally's (Salamanders) and shrooms. Found both. You can see a ton of mushroom pics on my Flickr page.

right now...

I am coming to really dislike these two words...
How do you quantify them? The time involved? The need involved?
It's beyond me.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Dirt and Years

One day until I'm a day older (and a year older too).
Big thanks to my mom and dad for the sweet jacket and "cash" to spend where I wanted (gonna turn into some Swobo shirts and a new road helmet). Also a huge thanks to Cari,Jake, Bumpa Bill, Beth for going in an getting me the Garmin Edge 305 I have been talking about incessantly for the last year. Now I'll be able to share my rides and woefully slow speed with the world!

Gadget geek-dom!

It's been an eventful 3 days. I had Friday off and a parent teacher meeting at 1:30PM so I headed out to do Dry Creek and Veeder (after riding over an dropping off Jake's lunch). The sky was showing signs of rain later, so I tried to make it quick. I have really been needing the time alone on rides lately, so many things on my mind. As I ascended Dry Creek, right near the fire station, another rider came flying by, it was my friend Simon. We hollered our "hello's" and then Simon asked if I was heading up Veeder. I meekly replied yes and he asked to join—no sweat I said (although slightly fearful that I would now be into a suffer-fest as Simon is a lot stronger than I am). I did have to warn him I would be slow up the climb to which he replied he would too—time off the bike had worked against both of us. It was really great, we settled into the ride and talked about tons of stuff from his family wine making, our jobs and the beauty of this particular 30 mile ride—overall it was actually nice to have the company.

That night Cari was jones'ing to go buy a new MacBook, so we headed to Emeryville and voila! like that she has a faster, newer computer than me! It's been a year in the making and it will be nice to have all macs in our network.

Saturday morning brought gray skies and I headed out to join the Saturday morning ride, but quickly turned around to add a shell before the ride, good thing, although I should have opted for a rain jacket! The drizzle quickly turned to rain and the group finished 20 miles in the slop none too quick. Thankfully I had my wingman Peter to accompany me on the climbs and in the rain.

Saturday night we dropped Jake off at Papa and Yaya's and headed to Oaktown to see Ben Harper in concert. What a show! It was in the Paramount theater (built in 1931) and was incredible. We scored some sweet seats in the 5th row, main aisle and we treated to a wonderful 3 hour show. If you ever get a chance, go see Ben and The Innocent Criminals.

Sunday was breakfast downtown with Cari, a trip to the college to see the play version of Bambi (a little more grown up in terms of themes/story than I remembered). Both Cari and I kept looking at Jake to make sure things were cool. He really liked getting the autograph of the big deer after the show. It's been really cool attending these plays at NVC.

I had packed my bike in the Element before the paly and headed out directly after the for my first foray back into Skyline since my accident.

Let's see, it was July 22 when I broke. Now it's November 11...81 days since I last really rode my mountain bike.

It was a little un-nerving actually, I was kinda scared. I mean it all happened so easily on that ride long ago, what if?? Well I settled in and did it. Perfect ride! Cool, crisp, sun going down, no one else out there. I was slower than usual, but the speed will come back in time. I was just happy to be out there. Can't wait to see what SSWC08 looks like next year!

So I'm off to bed, tomorrows the "big" day and I look forward to the new bridges, especially those I have to cross very soon this week, and challenges coming. I'm far from sunk, and working on facing everything with a positive face...life was never meant to be easy, and I'll do whatever I can to meet it's challenges.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

35

It's 5 days away from my 35th year on this planet and here I sit, in my garage/office/desk, typing into this blog.

What I just can't stop thinking about is how it never amazes me how so many things whether good, bad, or life changing can conspire to happen at once.

The flood of emotions, stimuli and pressure almost paralyze me and all I can do is stop and say, Damn!

Times like these really dial up the focus on myself, me, and who and what I am as a person. For some it's easier than others. I fall into the others.

My existence to date has been conflict and confrontation avoidance—almost to the point of the proverbial ostrich with it's head in the sand. Events of recent have forced me to take a deeper look at who I am and what I am made of—no easy task to begin at anytime, much less on your 35th year. I carry a lot of emotions, habits, baggage. Did I mention habits? Very hard to break. But, I am convincing myself I am a thinking animal. I do have a capacity to learn. In that learning, I look to improve and keep learning. It's always been my humble opinion, that those that say they know it all, those that speak more than listening, well, they're not me. You can never stop learning...

It's the application and timing of those learnings that I need to continue to refine and adjust to...

Suffice it to say, my life (like many others lives) is at another one of those points, change is coming, and my preparation however begrudgingly, however timidly, however (really) unknowingly has just begun...


Just like this here climb, can't focus on the length, just going to take it one step at a time.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Halloween and the Kentucky Waterfall

Halloween has come and gone with great success. This year Jake started out wanting to be a Space Shuttle Driver, but when our plans to make a working & Flying rocket which he could control hit a snag, he rightfully chose option 2--Clone Trooper. cari dug out the black wig and went as Wednesday Addams and I pumped up my mullet-alter ego and we all headed out to 5 houses. First stop was our neighbor Donny's house, then off to Uncle David's where Erin (dressed as a bald killer) scared the beejeezus out of Jake. Then David's neighbor Chris hooked Jake up with some candy. On our way to Papa and Yaya's we hit up Curtis and Mitzi's place.

Jake's speechless when Aunt Erin greets him...

Clone trooper and Wednesday Addams head for Papa and Yaya's

Clone trooper captured on film in the living room

Our pumpkins--Henrietta the snake and One eyed Happy Cyclops



After Halloween, we decided to prep Jake for his trip down south this Christmas. Like a vision of true mullet-beauty, Jake wears the mullet with pride! YEEEEEE HAAAAAA! (That's arebel yell for Lyn)


You seen my camero?

Business up front, party in the back


North Carolina here I come!

11/4 Update

So November is here and my birthday is right around the corner...what else is new??

Really good news from my physical therapist on Friday. After doing 5 push ups, 5 reps of this dumb-bell push-up exercise and some poking & prodding by my doc, I was given the official, "Ken, you're done".

That's it! Just as quick as my accident happened, it is over. I have a couple degrees of motion to fully regain, which will come about through stretching and exercise, but other than that, I am good to go. Strange to be here, but very happy. Who would have ever thought a simple little ride in July would lead to this!

To celebrate I did the Saturday morning ride with the Azzurro crew and then spent an glorious hour at Alston with Jake, Curtis and Curtis' neighbor Jeffery.

Jake has moved up to another new bike, this is a 20" Specialized. He still has his 18" Redline, but that bike's long cockpit and really skinny tires make for a real challenge in the rough dirt. On this new bike, he really centered on a long wheel base, has nice big tires and a more upright position. It'll be a bike he definitely grows into and shares ride time with his Redline.

Here's the 20" Specialized Hot Rock he's on now:





Here's what he used to ride,a 12" Specialized Hot Rock. Jake sold it to another lucky kid on Craigslist (teaching him the sort-of rule that every new bike in-means one goes out...we sometimes live by this!)




I was amazed at how well he was doing on the trails! He totally started by himself and was leading Jeffery on some scary (for me as a dad) stuff. The scream of joy he let out upon flying down the biggest hill he's ever tried both scared the hell out of me and made my heart glow with the sheer innocence and joy of it all (for him). The two boys had a blast and later sessioned a sweet little ditch. It was hard to get them to leave!

Jake and Jeffery are all smiles after a good day riding at Alston Park!


Check out these videos of the day:



Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Back on the Road

Well, today marked a pretty momentous occasion—I was able to complete a pretty good (by my standards) long road ride with no shoulder issues. Granted I have been in physical therapy for 2 weeks now and after a tough session last Thursday, my doctor said I am doing really well—ROM is almost all back to normal and now we need to work on strength and re-building some atrophied/lost muscle mass from my shoulder. He gave me the OK to road ride, and a half-OK to mountain bike on non-technical trails.

I've been on two Saturday morning group rides, a 20 and 30 miler, and despite being my usual slow-self, felt pretty good. Hills have been a bitch, but really, when aren't they for me?!

Well today, fueled by coffee, a desire to see how far I could go in a couple hours and needing some serious time alone to help sort the personal issues that have been plaguing me for the past year, I rolled out. My course kinda developed along the way, and ended up like this:

My house to Dry Creek Road and out to Mt. Veeder. My favorite ride in the area, it was complicated a bit by a serious headwind (it was howling this morning) on Dry Creek, but once in the canyon of Veeder, it was perfect. I was anxious for the climb up Veeder. As I said, my climbing skills are not really skills so much as a series of struggles to stay above 4 mph as the grade hits 12% or more. Veeder to me has two bitches of a climb right off the bat, but I settled in and rode and before I knew it (or thankfully soon enough) they were behind me and the rest of the ride past Chateau Potelle is a breeze. I stopped to admire the clear, crisp views and was off. I had an ambitious plan—finish Veeder, descend Redwood and climb up past the Hess Collection on Redwood road, THEN do Partrick Road.

Charged by the 37+ mph descent down Redwood, I again settled in for the climb past the Hess Collection. It's really cool up there as the road is covered by Redwood trees and I always feel like I am Arcata. Pretty much NO cars (maybe two) and silence. Perfect for my uneasy mind. This time of year is so perfect, a crisp, slight chill (especially in the shade) keeps my fat-ass cooler as I struggle uphill.

Back down Redwood and over to Partick Road. I still feel really good, no shoulder pain whatsoever, but I know Partrick and it's gonna be slow and steady if I am gonna make it. Well there's slow and then there's SLOWWWW. I hit that one on the mark, a little paperboy action and I'm going up, up, up. A little break at the top and part way down to shoot pics and a nice fast descent to my house.

All told about 41 miles, 3 hours with stops, 3700' of climbing. All this almost 3 months to the day from my accident.

Not blistering fast by any means, but being out there, alone and riding was exactly what my heart and mind needed.

God, it's great to be back on the bike.




Monday, October 15, 2007

Sweet Bike Skills

Reed sent me this here video.

I wish I had sweet jumpin' skills like these guys. If I did, I'd be all over trails like this...

Friday, October 05, 2007

Sunrace Driven News

I shot a buncha pics of the new Driven bits the other day, you can see them here:

Sunrace—Sturmey Archer Blog

It's all really nice and has been getting good reviews from folks that tried it at Interbike Dirt Demo. Can't wait to see finished product.

Here's a couple of pics:::

Sweet one piece 10sp road cassette, weighs nothing!

The carbon cranks riff on the graphics I comp'd...look really good and are damn light.

Really like the shifters, I did the graphics for these guys, which Sunrace interpretated to the rest of the line very well. Carbon, bits and lightweight.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

TeeVee for Me

Another late night in bed, half awake and I'm flippin' throught the channels to try and find re-runs of Full House (John Stamos' hair is so sweet in that show). Anyway, I stumble upon this clay-mation/stop motion thing spoofing Star Wars and it's funny as hell.

I found out more about it in this month's Wired magazine--It's part of the Adult Swim Network and it's called Robot Chicken.

Do like I do, check it out!

Adult Swim-Robot Chicken-Star Wars


Here's the one I remember:

Friday, September 21, 2007

Poop Deck

Stealing/borrowing videos I find on other blogs has been fun lately...This one's for you Otto!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

SSWC08

Quick note on 2 things...
Chipotle jersey contest was a bust, but a fun effort. I just have a hard time designing ugly jerseys (too many elements, fades, shapes overlapping)...for me simple is better (matter of personal taste).

SSWC08—helping Curtis and crew get the event off the ground and running successfully. Imagine 300+ singlespeed mountain bikers, drinking and racing...gonna be interestingly fun, especially since it will be right here in Napa Californ-eye-A.

Skyline is brutal to my fat-ass--pushing 32:16 generally involves some walking fer' me. Plus I have yet to set tire to dirt on the trails that put me out of commission now for 9 weeks...but I do look forward to it!

I poached this here video from the BIKE blog, here's how Curtis was able to secure the rights, the honor, to host the event.

Friday, September 07, 2007

DeeeZinin'

So I don't get to do a ton of design in my current job as I am now a project manager and more involved with scope, schedule and budgets...joy. In order to remain sane and focused on what I really want to do, I have my freelance world and contests.

I'm currently entering designs for the Chipotle/Slipstream Cycling jersey and I'd like to ask for your help my faithful readers!

I've got two ideas up already and one more in the works and when voting opens on 9/16, I would love to have your support and win!

To make it even more funner, think of a vote for me as an opportunity to make fun of me when I win and wear a full team kit.

You can look way to the back of the pack on our group ride or any ride and laugh silently or out loud about ol' Prosser stuffed into the Argyle kit he designed.

It doesn't matter to me, I just want to win!

Here's the link to view the jerseys:

Slipstream Jersey Contest

Here's my first two comps...I'm trying to allow for proper sponsor placement as well as make the argyle something better to look at...

I tried to stuff a burrito in the back pocket (graphically), then upon uploading I see someone else did that too! Oh well...mine's more better

Basically the same, tried a gradient and black instead... option 3 will be something else...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Unscrewed

Yesterday was the big day, I was un-screwed.

Pretty simple surgery, but the after-effects were not fun.
Got home with screw in bag and proceeded to barf like a super-model. Topped off with a sweet 11 hour headache (compliments of no coffee in the morning) and I was a hurtin' fool.

Today it feels like Spock is perpetually pinching my shoulder so I'm back on the Norco™!

Gooder news? No sling plus I rode my Kestrel on Sunday and Monday...how I miss the bike!

Mountain biking seems questionable for the foreseeable future, but I am pretty sure that I'll be back on the road within a couple weeks (see what my PT has to say, but I can grip the bars and move along pretty well).

1" Long and out of my body!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Sunrace Driven Group

Hello all!
Quick check in to spread the good word on a little side project I helped (graphically) get going—the Driven™ brand from component manufacturer Sunrace.

I had a great time working closely with my brother and his team to develop an idea for a new premium level brand of road and mountain components from this established brand.

Building off of the name Driven, I developed the following logo for the new brand--I tried to evoke not only the speed associated with "Driven", but also allow for a secondary association, that of "Drive-N...As the world of bike parts is pretty rife with X's...

I also had the pleasure of developing the product graphics and colors for the new group-you can see a snippet of the road group below...

For way more information, check out the blog:
Sunrace Sturmey Archer Blog

Sunrace will be posting more info as it develops and will have a new website soon!


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Are you that Eagle in the Tree?

Quick one. My favorite TV comedy show is "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia". The show is just so wrong it's right. The clip below had me thinking back to my days at KIng, driving way too far doing race support, trail days or Interbike--all stuffed into the cab of the box van with either Grady, Kirby or Joe.

The clip below reminds me of the falsetto "Born in the USA" style songs that would usually occur somewhere down the ride (maybe from exhaust gases leaking into the cab)...When Charlie breaks into the final verse, I can't help but laugh my ass off!

The show is hella™ funny. Watch it...on the FX channel or iTunes.





Peep the script:

I'm gonna to rise up,
I'm gonna to kick a little ass,
Gonna to kick some ass in the USA,
Gonna climb a mountain,
Gonna sew a flag,
Gonna fly on an eagle,
I'm gonna kick some butt,
Gonna drive a big truck,
I'm gonna rule this road,
I'm gonna kick some ass,
Gonna rise up,
gonna kick a little ass,
Rock, Flag, and Eagle!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Whick, whicky, whick...Word!


Let's see:
1. Black glasses? CHECK
2. Bald Head? CHECK
3. Designer? CHECK
4. Mini Cooper? Damn! Almost!!

Guess I better work on it some more...

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Update 7/29

Quick one as I am typing one handed and drugged up...

Surgery went really well on Friday-just as I hoped, I went to sleep and woke up.

With a 4" cut full of stitches on my right shoulder and a sweet SS screw holding my clavicle down for the next 6 weeks...doc was able to save one of the ligaments, relocated another and removed the fractured end of my clavicle...thanks Dr. Diana--you made it easy ( I was pretty nervous about my first surgery all week).

A BIGGER thanks goes to Cari and Jake and my family. Everyone has been more than helpful and I am eternally grateful for all they have done. I have learned a lot and will definitely do the same for any of them.

Thanks for all the emails from my friends too--it's nice to hear from you guys!

I'm on heavy meds this week and resting-with a goal to return to work (in sling) next week. I would be lying if I said 8+ weeks off the bike is going to be easy...

Here's a couple of pics for you Kirby!


Backyard shot pre-surgery


Our living room looks like a murder scene my first day home (Jake was wiped out and I was drugged up)...

I made the cut!


Cari snaps me Sunday night...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Tour DeFarce

Today one more star fell from the sky and I had to ask myself does it really matter?

I hold these guys to some mythical regard, but in reality, my true cycling heroes and inspiration are a lot closer to home.

My brother, my wife, my son, Kirby, Stevo, Grady, Johnoss, Curtis, Andrew, James...so many talented folks in their own right that I have the pleasure in sharing rides and cycling experiences with...

The tour (and professional cycling) will always hold that special spot for me, but it's the weekend rides and adventures that keep me 2 wheelin'.

Monday, July 23, 2007

JRA

Simple Singlespeed ride at Skyline leads to surgery...
Joy.
8-10 weeks off bike.
Double joy...
That I didn't break my neck or do worse...thank god!

A huge thanks to all my family who are there for me and my friends for offering support...

Here's my prize!
Type 5 AC Seperation (plus broken clavicle)...



no suture though,getting lower ligament relocation

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

One gear, fire and night

Some images from the past week...Enjoy!

Cari's inaugural SS ride on the road (as I tow Jake on my SS)...



My favorite image so far...Jake just lovin' the ride



Our first fire in our backyard fireplace (salvaged from earthquake damage)...







Jake's first night ride...Alston Park (also Cari's first SS dirt ride)